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two days story...enjoy it!!!!

its not that easy to keep our friends
but
its easy to loose our friends

hmmmm.da lamanyerrr tak tulis blog ni...rindu plak..NOT...
anyway..
on wednesday we had our mesyuarat agong..n i msk kelab english..cause maybe from there i can improve my english...ok thats all i remember for that day..

now...friday..
i wake up at 6.45 am..but never bother cause i always wake up late...but its friday no assembly so...aper lagi tido sampai tak sedar diri..then i depart from my home at 7.20 n i thought that i could make it..but unfortunately im late...i have to write my name on a piece of paper and at da kesalahan column i wrote LEWAT...hahaha..tak bleh bla giler...


so today my schedule was very busy.i wake up at 9.get ready to taekwando..then came home mengaji..at 3.30 my piano class at khoo academy...khoo academy ader pintu baru..then,accompany my sis to dentist...arrived home at 5.30..doing my map for da geography folio..my maps was like shit..very ugly...super ugly....then helped my mom set up da table...after papa went home from terawih we went to mcd it was like...fuyyoh ramai giler orang..


anyway....i feel better than the last time i posted my blog...it was like jerk..n maybe i will not blog for 1 week cause my sis gonna bring her laptop back to sunway but still i will find alternative to blog....


i just can't handle my feeling when someone diturb me or my friends in bad way...i will really throw my voice out...like for example..babi punya orangg..hahahah..
oh i almost forgot to tell u guys that on friday...i involved in debating activity that is boys vs girls..although the boys won..but hey they were good at their ways only..teacher said da girls were good at da language...hahaha.teacher said i was good cause in class i was a very quite person but went it comes to debate i was like whoa!!!!she was very surprised..i have to stop now...

byebye..:)
smile can change things..

eat ice cream,remember me..:))
~nad~

feeling really bad...

im killing myself because of you
you give me hope
but in the end you said that
go away from my life!!!

my day was like really bangang today....
first:im feeling not well
second:when i reach home my aunty keep talking to me although i said i was tired but she keep talking n talking.
third:i found out something that make me wanna forget about him forever n ever(i promise)

when i wake up from my sleep..i can feel that today is a bad day for me...yuppp..and guess what im right...im feeling sad..its hard for me to explain...senang citer all kinds of negative thought is in my mind right now....its hard for me to erase it cause its kinda involving my own feelings....just a couple minutes ago..i found out that the guy who was always in my prayer,love another women...maybe it is my fault too cause i put too much hopes towards him...i cant believe it..im sad because of damn guy....fyi i wont feel sad because of man but this one is different he crush my heart like he crushed a house by using a backhoe....i just cant express my feelings right now cause in my condition(not feeling well)n this kinda heartbroken.. i don't know what to say cause u know what its better for me to forget him and focus on my study...dude..if theres somebody who can fix the situation..but right now...i wanna cry but i cant cause im not that kinda girl...i think i need to stop...i just cant express my feelings anymore....im sorry if im disturbing your life all this while...:(


p/s:please give me ur idea on how to forget love ones....


eat ice cream,remember me:(
~nad~

being a lonely girl again.......

i always be a lonely girl...

yesterday...hmm..of course..it was merdeka....and my family and i went for a lunch at east grill..i ordered patayya fried rice,like usual...but it was better than before.....then we rushed home just because my papa wanted to go playing golf with his friends at 2.when we reached home,i found out that ive got nothing to do.....then,ive decided to sleep for a while..before i sleep mama told me to wake up before 5 cause me,my mama,fali,5sal n nadia were going to astana to played badminton...so i sleep for 2 hours!!!!wow thats kinda wasting time..when i think back instead of sleeping its better for me to do my UNFINISHED NOTES right????but who cares..dah lepas pon...when we finished...we went home...i was really exhausted like hell...after terawih,we had our family gathering.it was really really really fun...we're doing some flashback about five of us..it was really great..then we celebrate mama n papa anniversary...hah i forgot to tell that my mama n papa anniversary is on merdeka....back to our story...we had baskin robbins cake that nite..it was fully ice cream...well,everyone knows nad loves ice cream...at 12 i went to sleep....at 5 my mother wake me up to sahur.....when im out from the room...i smell something delicious....i saw fried rice on da table...everyone was shock...papa cakap eh eh hari ni kita makan nasi goreng la...
hahahaha....everyones face is just like damn sleepy accept mama cause she wake up at 4.30.after i had my sahur..i went to bed again but unfortunately my sis ask me to switch on da laptop...we stay up until 6.30..then we continued our sleep...


few hours later!!!!
5sal when upstairs and said..
5sal:weda bangun papa ajak hang p beli brg nak blk kl...yah hang tido papa tak ajk hang pon..
i was like bangang punyer laki..dahla ckp kuat pastu suruh aku tido balik....then me n my sis look at each other...cause we heard something.. it was azan...i look at my handphone...OMG!!!ITS 1.13 PM.i was like.hahahahah.i cant imagine weve sleep for almost twelve hours....then as usual i went to bath..n i found out that aku kene tinggal nagn diaorg.....bangang giler....hampeh btolla....at 4.30 my papa n i went to buy fish n guess what theres no fish at all...then when we get home it is almost berbuka time....so we all sit together n berbuka..my family was like very gelabah....cause this is da first time we break our fast together..i mean my family was complete..but at 8.30 nadia,waida,5sal n papa went to kl..so...here again...a lonely girl in kuantan...anyway its ok cause i still have my friends around who always make their effort to make me laugh...hahhahaha..i have to pen off now..i wanna sleep cause tomorrow i have to school..urghh......anyway,u know what while im writing this im hearing cinta ini membunuhku....
hmmm..dah la nad tak dek guna nya ko sedih sedih sebab dier kan...ok

byebye!!!!!!

eat ice cream,remember me!!!
~nad~