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bye

nadicecream...

IT'S FOR YOU!!!!!!

hei.now i wanna be lil bit emotional...
when i recall back my memory when i was in form two.... i kind da like 'am i that stupid????'
the real story sounds like this......
hmmmmm...


when i was in form one....i was like da unsocial person you ever know....i talk only with my friends,family...i dont even go for recess...my place is just besides the window....

but one day,i was one my way to TMK(computer lab).i saw this one guy,and i ask my friend who is that???my friend mentioned his name....name:_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _......and i was like whoa!!!!
but im not really in love with him.....besides i hate him cause he make me think bout him always....heyyyyy!!!!i need to focus in my study...but i don't blame him 100%..its my fault too....



then,when i was in form two..i take another step,by sending message him....i know im kindda disturbing him...heloooooo...his taking SPM dis year...i give him a gift although his birthday was like 2 months ago....i gave him da present on may....i give him a nickname....well you know nad love to call boys with a nickname...he do text me...and guess what he sent me his pic..and i was like....hahahahahaha......then we decided to meet on teachers day...and we meet but not that long...people watching us like were doing something illegal......
lets skip...
then he told me something that really broke my heart......GF thingy....but i acted like i dont give a damn....

_ _ _ _(his nickname)

all this song is for you..
im moving on with my life!!!!
BYE!!!!!

YUNA-DAN SEBENARNYA


oh bulan
jangan layan diriku lagi pabila
,air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku
pabila,kau bersama yg lain
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkandi sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku
ku enggan berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan melihat kau bersama si diaoh
ku akui cemburutelah menular dalam diri
pabila kau bersama yang lain
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku
pabila kau merenung matanya
ku rebah,jatuh ke bumi
di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
seperti ku bernafas dalam air
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku oh


ill post another lyrics later k...gotta go... bye

eat ice cream,

remember me.

~nad~

hi there!!!!

yo!!!!!!
hahahahah...its been way to long since my last post....
but hey we meet again...im in my mood to blog....so ill tell you guys da whole story...;)
my cousin and my mom,papa and me went for a trip to tanjung agas...
when we arrived we found out that...whoa the place was like tempat memancing ker ni papa....so we just snap a couple of picture......then we went to sungai miang...it was a 'kolam'...min and i was like "papa we think its better if we just memancing infront of our house"....then we memeancing there for 4 hours but what we got is just a plastic bag,tree n so on....
on our way back we was like very exhausted...papa wanted to eat nasi ayam..so we agreed cause it was his day...on our way back papa went to mak long house...i guess....jemput untuk tunang kakak..enough bout this............

eat ice cream,remember me.

~nad~

my cousin

kami pergi memancing.....

ok no mood...

bye...

my cousin are here!!!!

okkkkkkk....today my cousins were here...but we dont know what to do...

so we planned to garden,exercise and so on.....i cancel my music class today cause at first i thought on going to kl..but when i think back i hate cats...so cancel lah planned tuu...

duduk umah jer hari ini....pegi beli ikan...pastu lepak kat mustapha cendol...ok dah tak der mood dah nak blog...bye..

eat ice cream,remember me

~nad~

bermood untuk mengepostkan gambar saya!!!!

open house teacher rohani

kitaorang tak der keje...berposing aa kat luar..heheh

i'm backk

yo!!!!!!

first of all i would like to wish good luck to form 5 student.....nway i finished my exam like a bit of anger....in certain paper je la kan...i'll list it for you...

bm1:oklah

bm2:pon boleyla

bi1:senang

bi2:senang jugak

math1:oklah.senang la jugak...

math2:tak ok langsung..susah giler giler punya..hari tu rasa mcm nad plak yg amik spm..

sains1:senang

sains2:senangla jugak.

sejarah:ok lah

geografi:paling ok..

kh(pk):paling ok...i love account

pend.islam:ni pon agak susah...study sampai tgh malam tak leh jawab gak...

so buatla penilaian markah anda terhadap saya...

periksa da habis so tak leh aa nak enjoy sangat...PMR next year da weh...kene skor 8 a sbb nak msk MFA.....tolong sayaaaaaa...........

bye blog!!

i will not blog for like 3 weeks from now cause my exam is just around da corner....ill keep my promise to u encik zambri..n i hope u'll keep yours..bye for now!!

we are da future band in SMART!!!

FIDA~SYASYA~FISYA~NAD~JIJIE

~DA FANNZ~

TODAY!!!hahahaha was very like sampah cause of da boys in my class...okay firstly when im arrived at school my fren said dis to me..

syasya:nad bdk laki nak buat jamuan waktu pnp do..

nad:haaa???asal plak diorang nih??

syasya:entah diorang tu bangang btolla..

then kitaorg naik class mlas giler nak settle ngan diorang sebab masing masing perangai cam gampunk...

we only learn for 2 hours today cause form 3,5 n upper 6 were having majlis nangis nangis tu..

so on geography period the boys practice on their surprise party..

pastu siap halau lagi aku kluar..

mmg kene seko seko ngan aku takut diorang sume mintak maaf..power doh aku..hahah

then at 3.00 uncle rafi arrived with flowers and my guitar...we setup da class n then this guy came said to me ko pegi panggil kawan kawan ko aku nak settle baik baik ni..

tapi cam gampunk jer settle..

pastu surprise party kat teacher tu lagi happening dari budak laki punyer tcer mcm da nak
nangis da masa tu tp tak jadi sbb nad kasi bunga besar kat tcer..hahahahpastu tangkap tangkap gambar ngan tcer seronok gler..:))

got to stop now...want to do some revision on science n math... bye..

eat ice cream,remember me..

nad:)

RAYA RAYA RAYA!!!!!!

one day before raya i helped mama doing her keputat thingy...n ive ruined everything..not everything actually just da daun palas thing.....hahaha...then i packed her seronding...

first day raya..

i wake up at 7.45 and went to bath......when im out from da toilet my mama asked me" niat tak mandi tadi"i was like "alamak lupa la mama"pastu aku kene mandi semula...sampai pkol 8.then at 8.30 i went to sembahyang raya with my mum ,my aunty,n my kakak..back from sembahyang raya..we ate keputat together...then papa said this im going to istana then to tengku mahkota house and lastly mb's open house...while waitng for my father to finish his thingy..me,weda n nadia went to starbuck n dvd shop we bought crocodile story..like hell i like it so much .da crocodile was... god know how big it was.....then when we reached home.i received a called from my mama asking me "yah nak ikut tak p open house mb" i was like why suddenly..

then i asked weda "hang nak p umah mb tak??"n unfortunately weda said "i would love too".

we arrived at jubli perak..we get in n found out that theres no one that both of us know...then kitaorg pon amik sate pastu lepak kat luar..tak suka ahh sbb kat dlm mcm formal sangat sume cerita pasal politik..tp bila kuar dari dewan semua orang pandang tak puas hati macam nape dua ekor ni bley masuk kat dalam plak??abis makan we went back into da hall...it was like a bit happening cause mb was singing at that time..his voice was like damn sedap aa jugak...then papa panggil nak atur strategy untuk sneak out dari dewan tu...lepas jer sultan sampai kitaorang pon sneak out la...buat mcm hahahaah..mmg tak leh bla aa cara kitaorg sneak out tu klakar banyak giler dugaan...then we went back to kedah...malas la nak citer kat kedah tu sbb tak best pon...

pictures at kelantan..

two days story...enjoy it!!!!

its not that easy to keep our friends
but
its easy to loose our friends

hmmmm.da lamanyerrr tak tulis blog ni...rindu plak..NOT...
anyway..
on wednesday we had our mesyuarat agong..n i msk kelab english..cause maybe from there i can improve my english...ok thats all i remember for that day..

now...friday..
i wake up at 6.45 am..but never bother cause i always wake up late...but its friday no assembly so...aper lagi tido sampai tak sedar diri..then i depart from my home at 7.20 n i thought that i could make it..but unfortunately im late...i have to write my name on a piece of paper and at da kesalahan column i wrote LEWAT...hahaha..tak bleh bla giler...


so today my schedule was very busy.i wake up at 9.get ready to taekwando..then came home mengaji..at 3.30 my piano class at khoo academy...khoo academy ader pintu baru..then,accompany my sis to dentist...arrived home at 5.30..doing my map for da geography folio..my maps was like shit..very ugly...super ugly....then helped my mom set up da table...after papa went home from terawih we went to mcd it was like...fuyyoh ramai giler orang..


anyway....i feel better than the last time i posted my blog...it was like jerk..n maybe i will not blog for 1 week cause my sis gonna bring her laptop back to sunway but still i will find alternative to blog....


i just can't handle my feeling when someone diturb me or my friends in bad way...i will really throw my voice out...like for example..babi punya orangg..hahahah..
oh i almost forgot to tell u guys that on friday...i involved in debating activity that is boys vs girls..although the boys won..but hey they were good at their ways only..teacher said da girls were good at da language...hahaha.teacher said i was good cause in class i was a very quite person but went it comes to debate i was like whoa!!!!she was very surprised..i have to stop now...

byebye..:)
smile can change things..

eat ice cream,remember me..:))
~nad~

feeling really bad...

im killing myself because of you
you give me hope
but in the end you said that
go away from my life!!!

my day was like really bangang today....
first:im feeling not well
second:when i reach home my aunty keep talking to me although i said i was tired but she keep talking n talking.
third:i found out something that make me wanna forget about him forever n ever(i promise)

when i wake up from my sleep..i can feel that today is a bad day for me...yuppp..and guess what im right...im feeling sad..its hard for me to explain...senang citer all kinds of negative thought is in my mind right now....its hard for me to erase it cause its kinda involving my own feelings....just a couple minutes ago..i found out that the guy who was always in my prayer,love another women...maybe it is my fault too cause i put too much hopes towards him...i cant believe it..im sad because of damn guy....fyi i wont feel sad because of man but this one is different he crush my heart like he crushed a house by using a backhoe....i just cant express my feelings right now cause in my condition(not feeling well)n this kinda heartbroken.. i don't know what to say cause u know what its better for me to forget him and focus on my study...dude..if theres somebody who can fix the situation..but right now...i wanna cry but i cant cause im not that kinda girl...i think i need to stop...i just cant express my feelings anymore....im sorry if im disturbing your life all this while...:(


p/s:please give me ur idea on how to forget love ones....


eat ice cream,remember me:(
~nad~

being a lonely girl again.......

i always be a lonely girl...

yesterday...hmm..of course..it was merdeka....and my family and i went for a lunch at east grill..i ordered patayya fried rice,like usual...but it was better than before.....then we rushed home just because my papa wanted to go playing golf with his friends at 2.when we reached home,i found out that ive got nothing to do.....then,ive decided to sleep for a while..before i sleep mama told me to wake up before 5 cause me,my mama,fali,5sal n nadia were going to astana to played badminton...so i sleep for 2 hours!!!!wow thats kinda wasting time..when i think back instead of sleeping its better for me to do my UNFINISHED NOTES right????but who cares..dah lepas pon...when we finished...we went home...i was really exhausted like hell...after terawih,we had our family gathering.it was really really really fun...we're doing some flashback about five of us..it was really great..then we celebrate mama n papa anniversary...hah i forgot to tell that my mama n papa anniversary is on merdeka....back to our story...we had baskin robbins cake that nite..it was fully ice cream...well,everyone knows nad loves ice cream...at 12 i went to sleep....at 5 my mother wake me up to sahur.....when im out from the room...i smell something delicious....i saw fried rice on da table...everyone was shock...papa cakap eh eh hari ni kita makan nasi goreng la...
hahahaha....everyones face is just like damn sleepy accept mama cause she wake up at 4.30.after i had my sahur..i went to bed again but unfortunately my sis ask me to switch on da laptop...we stay up until 6.30..then we continued our sleep...


few hours later!!!!
5sal when upstairs and said..
5sal:weda bangun papa ajak hang p beli brg nak blk kl...yah hang tido papa tak ajk hang pon..
i was like bangang punyer laki..dahla ckp kuat pastu suruh aku tido balik....then me n my sis look at each other...cause we heard something.. it was azan...i look at my handphone...OMG!!!ITS 1.13 PM.i was like.hahahahah.i cant imagine weve sleep for almost twelve hours....then as usual i went to bath..n i found out that aku kene tinggal nagn diaorg.....bangang giler....hampeh btolla....at 4.30 my papa n i went to buy fish n guess what theres no fish at all...then when we get home it is almost berbuka time....so we all sit together n berbuka..my family was like very gelabah....cause this is da first time we break our fast together..i mean my family was complete..but at 8.30 nadia,waida,5sal n papa went to kl..so...here again...a lonely girl in kuantan...anyway its ok cause i still have my friends around who always make their effort to make me laugh...hahhahaha..i have to pen off now..i wanna sleep cause tomorrow i have to school..urghh......anyway,u know what while im writing this im hearing cinta ini membunuhku....
hmmm..dah la nad tak dek guna nya ko sedih sedih sebab dier kan...ok

byebye!!!!!!

eat ice cream,remember me!!!
~nad~

merdeka!merdeka!merdeka!

saturday!!!!
i woke up at 11 am...i also do no why is it hard for me to wake up early in da morning....
after i wake up...i saw my bro doing his work as a housekeeper(temporary).then i went to my room....to clean my room...it was like tongkah pecah...arghhhh..when is my room gonna siap????
then my papa come back..he ask we (when r you gonna take ur bath)so i said later la papa...
my sis also arrived today from kl...papa...when he came back he straight away go to bed..so my evening was like a bit bangang....then .....at 9.30 we went to ecm starbuck...we have to scream if we want to talk to each other....it was really funny....my family was complete today...we spent our time together....when we reach home...we had our photograph session....it was like damn funny....:)))ive never laugh like that before.....but today is family day...i really love it...


anyway...i got my kami merdeka t-shirt...i really really love it..it looks very sempoi for me....its black......my sis got da same one for her but its white...(picture above)


okay i think thats all from me today..
i wanna sleep.....
tomorrow got to wake up early cause going breakfast with my two gila sis...

byebye!!!!!

eat ice cream,remember me!!!

u will know my feelings today,after u read this...

cinta ini membunuhku....

kau membuat ku berantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

reff:
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan


today...

im fasting so im not that active in school...
our first period today is.....were having penutupan hari merdeka...


the lyric above is about two of us...
maybe..not maybe actually..
its the truth im saying they treat both of us like jerk..
sometimes i feel like im killing myself...


i dedicate this to everyone...

why???
why i love him instead of loving myself???
why i choose him instead of choosing my future???
why it was always about him instead of my prayer???
why did he came into my heart and why i always think about him???

i always fall for that one guy,who is out of reach,but close enough to make it hurt....:(

knowing that someone know u is more hurt than knowing someone hate you!!!
ill give you two reason
1.when he or she know u doesn't mean that he or she love u
2.if we know that she or he hate us we wont fall for him...

thats all from me today..
i guess you will know what are my feeling today by reading
this blog....

bye!!!

eat ice cream,remember me...

today..hmmm

i wake up from my very deep sleep at 6.30 am...shit!!!im late....i grabbed my towel n straight away went to bath....then when im out from da toilet i look at my handphone n find out that its already 7.05 am..my papa shout my name n ask "cik sayang da siap ke blom"hah im not even dressed yet that time....then,hmm i arrived at school at 7.28 am..pengawas tu da habis kerek da pandang muka aku...dlm hati pe pandang pandang sunat kang.....then my friends shout my name n take my book away from my hand...tiap tiap pagi diorang jemput aku...hahahaah....then masuk class..oklah pastu teringat yang i forgot to bring my ringkasan book......i quickly when to staff room to check mrs...... is around or not...n guess what!!!shes in today..i was very gelabah...my fren ask me to skip da class..but i say "NEVER"...ill just face it....then when im back to my class my english teacher is in...shes using english text book..in my heart im saying that shit my english text book da la hilang...pastu..i went to meet her face to face n said:
me:teacher may i go out???
teacher:why now...u just came in..
me:i wanna borrow text book from other class...
teacher:why???
me:i lost my text book..
teacher:ni la budak budak skang da kasi buku teks tak jaga plak..hah pegilah...
me:thank u teacher....(klau ckp soh pegi awal awal kan bagus)
i was a bit mental with her but anyway she is still my teacher....




okay..
i just remember when im first time sit beside this girl
her name is syasya syazwina....at first i thought she was a really really super duper annoying...like hell i thought that...but 1 months after that.we're getting closer n closer..
n guess what??? now we are super duper best friend..we share our problems together,i feel that when im with her.she treat me like a princess...always be there when i need her...always there when i need a friend to talk too.shes the best..but the problem is my other friends keep saying to me"biasalah orang tu..da ada kawan baru lupa la kita"i really hate people saying that to me...but what can i do..redha je lakan...but anyway back to the story...we share everything...about her boy..me n her is just in the same boat...u get me..like erm tak dibalas lagi cintanya...today was like a very gelabah day to me...cause everything is just like damn shit...

okay i got to stop here...my papa bear is already home..
buhbye:)))

eat ice cream,remember me!!!

my day is today......

hey everyone...
i was really happy today because of what happend yesterday..but still i need a comfirmation about it...hmm..im guessing what if it wasn't me..maybe somebody else..hmmm...enough lah i dont want to think about it anymore...well god know the truth....ive been thinking about what gonna happend tomorrow..cause im feeling bad thinking of my homework especially my notes..hah...ive been doing it since school holiday but still my notes is like gunung kinabalu..4 of us were very busy until the end of our school holiday doing our unfinished notes..so just now on geography period it was my luck that mr.??? is not in cause he's been very busy with his affair in dewan makan asrama i think it was singing competition....but today is my day cause we only learn for 2 hours..me n my friend enjoyed ourselves like gaban punya tahap.i wish my day was everyday...so i'll always be happy...:)

eat ice cream,remember me...

kakak astana golf and country club...

2 days before my badminton play,,i went for practice with my friends at astana.then my dad said that i have to lunch there since he had a meeting at astana too.so kitaorg pon mkan la..then,ader sorang kakak ni.first time i saw her she was like a very very polite girl.(depan papa jelakan)after my father leave us there.she came asking so many damn questions with a very kerek face.asking me and my fren.
kakak:adik ni anak dia ek??
me:ha.anak dierla..
kakak:dier tu kaya tak???
me:ha????(dlm hati pehal plak minah ni nak sibok sibok)
kakak:akak ni bkan aper dik akak cuma nak tanya..
me:tanyer aper lagi kak???
kakak:em rumah adik ader brapa bilik???
me:hah???tak kira plak(ateyn n fida da gelak giler)
few minutes after our food arrived she came with her fren..
asking me so many weird questions..
then i da tak thn.bla pegi main badminton..
sampai kat pintu court kunci plak...geram giler kat akak tu
tanya banyak sangat sampai lupa nak kasi tahu kitaorg nak guna court.
dah la jauh kene patah balik
then kitaorg pon practice sampai kol 5.mama came to fetch us.
but anyway ckp pasal kakak tu milo ais dia buat sedap giler!!!

bye..

nad smile always