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saturday!!!!
i woke up at 11 am...i also do no why is it hard for me to wake up early in da morning....
after i wake up...i saw my bro doing his work as a housekeeper(temporary).then i went to my room....to clean my room...it was like tongkah pecah...arghhhh..when is my room gonna siap????
then my papa come back..he ask we (when r you gonna take ur bath)so i said later la papa...
my sis also arrived today from kl...papa...when he came back he straight away go to bed..so my evening was like a bit bangang....then .....at 9.30 we went to ecm starbuck...we have to scream if we want to talk to each other....it was really funny....my family was complete today...we spent our time together....when we reach home...we had our photograph session....it was like damn funny....:)))ive never laugh like that before.....but today is family day...i really love it...


anyway...i got my kami merdeka t-shirt...i really really love it..it looks very sempoi for me....its black......my sis got da same one for her but its white...(picture above)


okay i think thats all from me today..
i wanna sleep.....
tomorrow got to wake up early cause going breakfast with my two gila sis...

byebye!!!!!

eat ice cream,remember me!!!

u will know my feelings today,after u read this...

cinta ini membunuhku....

kau membuat ku berantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

reff:
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan


today...

im fasting so im not that active in school...
our first period today is.....were having penutupan hari merdeka...


the lyric above is about two of us...
maybe..not maybe actually..
its the truth im saying they treat both of us like jerk..
sometimes i feel like im killing myself...


i dedicate this to everyone...

why???
why i love him instead of loving myself???
why i choose him instead of choosing my future???
why it was always about him instead of my prayer???
why did he came into my heart and why i always think about him???

i always fall for that one guy,who is out of reach,but close enough to make it hurt....:(

knowing that someone know u is more hurt than knowing someone hate you!!!
ill give you two reason
1.when he or she know u doesn't mean that he or she love u
2.if we know that she or he hate us we wont fall for him...

thats all from me today..
i guess you will know what are my feeling today by reading
this blog....

bye!!!

eat ice cream,remember me...

today..hmmm

i wake up from my very deep sleep at 6.30 am...shit!!!im late....i grabbed my towel n straight away went to bath....then when im out from da toilet i look at my handphone n find out that its already 7.05 am..my papa shout my name n ask "cik sayang da siap ke blom"hah im not even dressed yet that time....then,hmm i arrived at school at 7.28 am..pengawas tu da habis kerek da pandang muka aku...dlm hati pe pandang pandang sunat kang.....then my friends shout my name n take my book away from my hand...tiap tiap pagi diorang jemput aku...hahahaah....then masuk class..oklah pastu teringat yang i forgot to bring my ringkasan book......i quickly when to staff room to check mrs...... is around or not...n guess what!!!shes in today..i was very gelabah...my fren ask me to skip da class..but i say "NEVER"...ill just face it....then when im back to my class my english teacher is in...shes using english text book..in my heart im saying that shit my english text book da la hilang...pastu..i went to meet her face to face n said:
me:teacher may i go out???
teacher:why now...u just came in..
me:i wanna borrow text book from other class...
teacher:why???
me:i lost my text book..
teacher:ni la budak budak skang da kasi buku teks tak jaga plak..hah pegilah...
me:thank u teacher....(klau ckp soh pegi awal awal kan bagus)
i was a bit mental with her but anyway she is still my teacher....




okay..
i just remember when im first time sit beside this girl
her name is syasya syazwina....at first i thought she was a really really super duper annoying...like hell i thought that...but 1 months after that.we're getting closer n closer..
n guess what??? now we are super duper best friend..we share our problems together,i feel that when im with her.she treat me like a princess...always be there when i need her...always there when i need a friend to talk too.shes the best..but the problem is my other friends keep saying to me"biasalah orang tu..da ada kawan baru lupa la kita"i really hate people saying that to me...but what can i do..redha je lakan...but anyway back to the story...we share everything...about her boy..me n her is just in the same boat...u get me..like erm tak dibalas lagi cintanya...today was like a very gelabah day to me...cause everything is just like damn shit...

okay i got to stop here...my papa bear is already home..
buhbye:)))

eat ice cream,remember me!!!

my day is today......

hey everyone...
i was really happy today because of what happend yesterday..but still i need a comfirmation about it...hmm..im guessing what if it wasn't me..maybe somebody else..hmmm...enough lah i dont want to think about it anymore...well god know the truth....ive been thinking about what gonna happend tomorrow..cause im feeling bad thinking of my homework especially my notes..hah...ive been doing it since school holiday but still my notes is like gunung kinabalu..4 of us were very busy until the end of our school holiday doing our unfinished notes..so just now on geography period it was my luck that mr.??? is not in cause he's been very busy with his affair in dewan makan asrama i think it was singing competition....but today is my day cause we only learn for 2 hours..me n my friend enjoyed ourselves like gaban punya tahap.i wish my day was everyday...so i'll always be happy...:)

eat ice cream,remember me...

kakak astana golf and country club...

2 days before my badminton play,,i went for practice with my friends at astana.then my dad said that i have to lunch there since he had a meeting at astana too.so kitaorg pon mkan la..then,ader sorang kakak ni.first time i saw her she was like a very very polite girl.(depan papa jelakan)after my father leave us there.she came asking so many damn questions with a very kerek face.asking me and my fren.
kakak:adik ni anak dia ek??
me:ha.anak dierla..
kakak:dier tu kaya tak???
me:ha????(dlm hati pehal plak minah ni nak sibok sibok)
kakak:akak ni bkan aper dik akak cuma nak tanya..
me:tanyer aper lagi kak???
kakak:em rumah adik ader brapa bilik???
me:hah???tak kira plak(ateyn n fida da gelak giler)
few minutes after our food arrived she came with her fren..
asking me so many weird questions..
then i da tak thn.bla pegi main badminton..
sampai kat pintu court kunci plak...geram giler kat akak tu
tanya banyak sangat sampai lupa nak kasi tahu kitaorg nak guna court.
dah la jauh kene patah balik
then kitaorg pon practice sampai kol 5.mama came to fetch us.
but anyway ckp pasal kakak tu milo ais dia buat sedap giler!!!

bye..

nad smile always